I am jack's tormented heart

1. How would you rate the year on 10? It was awful. Doesn't even climb on the scale. 2. Was this year happier or sadder? 2012 sucked big time because of competition results. 2013 sucked. 3. Best thing to happen in the year? Simran. She's such a sorted mess. 4. The thing you dedicated your time the most? Talks with Aditi. 5. Did you keep up your yearly resolutions? I never make any. I guess i should start now, considering how wayward life presently is. 6. Best musical discovery? I heard more of Porcupine Tree, Pink Floyd, and Cobain. 7. What you would've done more of? Read more books. 8. What you would've done less of? Wasted less time. Participate more, but i guess i always had my reasons. 9. A date that remains etched? 31st January, night time. She contacted after a hiatus of half a year. 10. What was your biggest achievement? I survived the year without a decent Internet connection. 11. Something you didn't like? Stuff happened and

Maybe all it was,was a bygone fixation, to write ,to put it in ink, in print. And if it was,  i did not give way, For poetry should come, Only when poetry wills to come.  You will understand this, almost a year I have been away. from The words, from unfinished sentences, in the middle of a conversation. I have treasured it, treasured it all.  For something big,  for something so unhewn and pure To flow From heart to tired fingers From tired fingers to strange eyes To strange eyes, and leave them, mesmerized.